Granddad, you died of a broken heart long before you were ever truly gone and the years between then and sending you on your way were spent first, trying to bring you back we filled your home with love and laughter and in your ears it all rang hollow Your soul had departed moons ago with the sunlight of your life. And in the end the years turned only to solemn waiting, as slowly, you withdrew from us. And some days I'd see some part of you from long before, bursting through the cracks, as smile, a laugh, when I hold you, in my arms, like you once held me when I too, was delicate, and small And in these moments, your eyes caught alight and you'd say, your Nan is proud of you. And so I knew I always knew that you were there, with her and she with you and now you can be whole again and I cannot be holding you. Granddad you died of a broken heart. My heart is broken too